• Poetry #19: enter, stage (life) left.

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #19. The publish date is approximate.] Angels with wings made of smoke and mirrors.False experts in a new technology world.Almost leaders taking us into uncertainty Ability to sync, reach out, find your ownLashing out in confused directionProblems of old manifest in new medium False deity, religious cries,…

  • Poetry #18: New Gods Decree

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #18. The publish date is approximate.] subtle lies, faithless criesi hear them all for I am one of the new godslet it be, the emotional debris persecution unending, my soul in lendingnew stye of abuse for I am one of the new godsflesh is torn, again i’m…

  • Poetry #17: Trip Like I Do

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #17. The publish date is approximate. Originally written December 20, 1997.] Trip like I do. Visuals beynd comprehension. Experience is a new thrill. Alchohol is water Drus are a waste of time. Red wine mixing red blood. Pure soul pouring out living death screaming inward stop slow…

  • Poetry #16: 11-8-97

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #. The publish date is approximate. Originally written November 8, 1997.] imperfect beauty. candle slightly askew liquidvox flows freely in other world six hours of heaven for seven hours of hell one will linger, a fleeting glimpse into the funnel of soul.

  • Poetry #15: (untitled)

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #15. The publish date is approximate.] Two like souls dance in this shallow world. the ability to judge. Nightly outpour of some strand of me. Pulled taut between self realization and angst. But not the angst you now.. He lies down the road around the corner behind…

  • Poetry #14: White Anger

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #14. The date is approximate.] You are the winter of my life.Cold and grey you make me seek warmth.No hope of compassion or caring.Silently you tear my heart out.The hope of spring rain gone.Summer heat a long lost fantasy…Fall, a teaser to the pain you sing.My physical…

  • #485: In Case You Blinked…

    [F.U.C.K. is an e-zine that I started on January 24, 1993 and ended on January 24, 2000. One concept is that articles should be timeless if possible, so they were not released with dates. As such, the date on this blog is not exact but I will try to use a date as close as…

  • #481: Back to the Basics

    [F.U.C.K. is an e-zine that I started on January 24, 1993 and ended on January 24, 2000. One concept is that articles should be timeless if possible, so they were not released with dates. As such, the date on this blog is not exact but I will try to use a date as close as…

  • Poetry #13: the need to feel

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #13. The publish date is approximate. Originally written December 18, 1997]

  • Poetry #12: Erotica (or dedication to Shame)

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #12. The publish date is approximate.] Sheltered innocence is sexual appealemotional turmoil an unfounded desiretwisted soul, scarred psyche, raging conflict… desire to share pain, desire to be themissing element. desire Is it comprehension of pain?empathy of internal struggle?or lacking in oneself, and need for pain from another?Doesn’t…