Month: June 1998

  • Poetry #23: resolve

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #23. The publish date is approximate.] [i feel the] guilt for my actions. did I not see her resolve? was I scared? or did I not match hers as I fled onward in life? [scared to give] contemplation yielded to [painful] decision. a forced [one second] attrition […]

  • Poetry #22: resolution to failure

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #22. The publish date is approximate.] as i lay my head on the leather bound booktension flows out of me, muscles relaxingthe will to move on is lost foreverstrength to keep up the good fight faded the time of vibrance decades removedsubtle power, natural leadership, lost friends […]

  • Poetry #21: Reason

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #21. The publish date is approximate.] Often one hundred words to expressa single thought or desire. The beautyof unmoderated speak. To directionlesstravel and eternal unforgiven. All tosay such a simple thing. The things we do. The lies we vomit.Actions as foreign as heaven itself.All come natual by […]

  • Nights Like This

    [This was originally published in Doomed to Obscurity (DtO) Issue #28 and touched up here.] “Nights Like This”by — DisordeR I remember nights like this, sometimes in great detail. Sitting on the hood of my car reading a novel under a streetlight. Letting myself become part of the book, being one of the characters. Cars […]

  • Poetry #20: meaning in art

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #20. The publish date is approximate. Originally written December 16, 1997.] static depression, the start. my brush of anguish resounding splendor manifests before me the cry of hope amidst the repressed shackles of fury cage their power null hope, a wondering glimpse taste the sight or smell […]