Category: Misc

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #36. The publish date is approximate.] fastback razorblade highs thrill of two minute masturbation ecstasy falling back, pillow nightmares scream, sweat, curse and wake waken enlightened. knowledge of all self suffering. knife in back blacking out, wake again. this time. might be for real.

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #35. The publish date is approximate.] in company of outcast among the banished slight prayer for the punished musical benediction parting psalm for the future deceased guilty by association sixth world waiting don’t you love? all but the truth our witness

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #34. The publish date is approximate.] several negative representations toil of the downtrodden is it my empty existence masked in appropriate words? that style masses sympathize with echoing the nasty thoughts so buried and hidden as if i struck oil and emotion flows free only to be…

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #33. The publish date is approximate.] tentative desire based on heavy speak exploring fourteen ways to say i care virtual mirror, repeats everything, including the parts i dare not tread on self trespess into dark waters i thought didn’t exist – areas long since forgotten two candles…

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #32. The publish date is approximate.]

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #31. The publish date is approximate.] unknown pre-requisite, debt of time service for the unworthy labor of love and duty to self how refined can we make our punishment self sacrifice, self driven it is our way by our choice alone twisted path only we see clear…

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #30. The publish date is approximate.] transfer of solace in a nightly allotment sedative in audio compound lingering time thinking meeting mating making something anything sometimes the line comes quick natural release in a forced world other times, no comment distant yet blue interest in an otherwise…

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #29. The publish date is approximate.] incomplete and empty, so my life is waiting for an accidental tomorrow current boundary set by dreams wishful thinking spread in black white walls accept my tale so stoic ends of the spectrum that shall never meet worthless pawn, sacrificed for…

[This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #28. The publish date is approximate. It was originally written April 16, 1999] leather constricting, rubbing raw, blood flows free. metal rings cold against arm, pain fires through. chain flows away into the wall. a virtual cross am i. eyes closed it could be a noose more…