Category: Misc

  • Poetry #30: transfer of solace

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #30. The publish date is approximate.] transfer of solace in a nightly allotment sedative in audio compound lingering time thinking meeting mating making something anything sometimes the line comes quick natural release in a forced world other times, no comment distant yet blue interest in an otherwise […]

  • Poetry #29: accidental tomorrow

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #29. The publish date is approximate.] incomplete and empty, so my life is waiting for an accidental tomorrow current boundary set by dreams wishful thinking spread in black white walls accept my tale so stoic ends of the spectrum that shall never meet worthless pawn, sacrificed for […]

  • Poetry #28: (untitled)

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #28. The publish date is approximate. It was originally written April 16, 1999] leather constricting, rubbing raw, blood flows free. metal rings cold against arm, pain fires through. chain flows away into the wall. a virtual cross am i. eyes closed it could be a noose more […]

  • Poetry: best friends

    [This was originally published on attrition.org. The exact publication date is not known.] circle of light, lasting solitude, wretched am i for all the pains, suffer this indignity pointless recoil on open paper, as if to say to justify all that i am not shallow needy words to pamper tired egos not wanting to get […]

  • Poetry #27: nom

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #27. The publish date is approximate.] what’s in a name you ask? far from divine, it begs why not what culture has deemed so much wrong we go tiptoing through life, trying.. not to disappoint not to let down not to.. my ruling passion is spilled out […]

  • #563: can it feel this wrong?

    [F.U.C.K. is an e-zine that I started on January 24, 1993 and ended on January 24, 2000. One concept is that articles should be timeless if possible, so they were not released with dates. As such, the date on this blog is not exact but I will try to use a date as close as […]

  • #549: guilt in three parts

    [F.U.C.K. is an e-zine that I started on January 24, 1993 and ended on January 24, 2000. One concept is that articles should be timeless if possible, so they were not released with dates. As such, the date on this blog is not exact but I will try to use a date as close as […]

  • Usenet is NOT a Democracy

    [This was originally written for se7en, for his magazine titled “Shades of Black” and mirrored on attrition.org.] For those of you who read Usenet, you will no doubt be able to relate to the following text. For those of you who don’t know what Usenet is, read on. On the internet, Usenet exists to exchange […]

  • Parody: New Hack Hustler

    [A parody of Ice-T’s “New Jack Hustler“. The original publication date is unknown.] Hacker, word, I hack the systems long,Grit my teeth, hack till every account’s gone.Got my block sewn, armored dope spots,Last thing I sweat’s a sucka punk cop.Hack like a king when I roll, hops,You try to hack, bang, another hacker drops.You gotta […]

  • Poetry #25: (untitled)

    [This was originally published in F.U.C.K. poetry Issue #25. The publish date is approximate.] extremely violent dreams in an otherwise serene life haunted by my own death, i continue on perusing backlit beach framed on the wall listening to accursed music from the floor a sullen image frozen in mind liquid silver tears blaze a […]